This week was definitely a
challenging one for school. I’m to the point where I can understand what the
teacher is talking about, but not every single little detail and important fact
they say. I’m pushing myself everyday to understand more and resist the urge to
just zone out. On Friday, I took a four-hour
test in English. That’s right, four hours! The German tests are a lot different
than American tests. They’re all planned from the beginning of the year, and
take place less often, with no multiple choices, ever. And while I was writing two
essays and a summary on a speech Queen Elizabeth delivered, I realized that my
English was not quite up to its the normal, quick, natural self. I felt a lot
slower and it took me longer to analyze the document than it should have. I’ve
heard this is natural for exchange students, but it was weird actually first
hand experiencing it.
I’ve been able to have real
“conversations,” with my classmates. When they slow down, I can actually
understand them! The other day I sat down for tea and cake with my host family,
my “Opa and Oma,” a cousin of my host sisters, and her boyfriend, and I
actually followed the conversation the entire time. It feels so good to have
rewarding experiences like that and see that all the challenges I go through
paying off.
Your probably curious, have I
gotten homesick yet? And the answer is yes, I had never once been home sick in
my life throughout all the trips I’ve taken, and now I finally know what it is
like to experience it. I miss sleepovers with my friends, my family, my dog,
long drives blasting music, my closet, and a good ole’ Chipotle Burrito Bowl.
Sometimes when I’m in school I just wish that things were like they were in
America, that I could do homework, feel accomplished, and read passages without
struggle. This trip is not easy, and I didn’t expect it to be. However, I know
that things are the exact same at home, and they will be waiting for me when I get
back. I can’t even imagine how bored I
would be sticking to the same routine for another year. Instead of taking AP
Euro, I’m getting European History from a completely different perspective. I’m
seeing new things and discovering a new way of life. I’m changing my view on
the world and becoming a smarter, more intelligent, and stronger person. I just can’t let the culture shock put me in a
negative place. I’m amazingly grateful that I have the opportunity to be on
this trip. Life is good J
And, on that note, I have one more
week of school and then “Herbst Ferien.” Which means two weeks off from
school! Expect new blog posts and lots
of surprises to be coming soon J
Also, cooked shrimp taco's for my host family last Sunday and it went surprisingly well! I was nervous because I was missing some key ingridents that make them really good, like cilantro and avocado, but overall they weren't too bad!
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